it should be "when cows fly"

ok. so its been some minutes since we've last talked. here's an update....

i'm a penguin in our flying show, all the boys are, but i get to wear a fat suit...that makes two so far...and slide around on the ice. its actually really fun. we've finished all our shows minus the flying elements so now, for the last week here, we will just run our shows over and over and over again.

we had conditioning training yesterday with this guy jeremy who does a lot of the choreo for royal. i've heard some real bad stories about him but he was cool. only had one comment that got to me. so he's watching us all do push ups and then says "thank god i've got skinny boys this time. there's nothing worse than a heffer in the air. you can't do anything with them, or fit them in the costumes." so basically it was a compliment to us all but my WHOLE cast looked over to me when he started saying it. i felt like i had to do something so i just said "at least i can dance good" but yeah, now i'm really strong and can climb a rope. i'm turning into the monkey i've always wanted to be. yessssssssssssss

other than that though there hasn't been any real drama or nothing. i'm having to say goodbye to some really cool people later this week and thats really gonna suck. thats them up there in the picture. alisa and blake and there are a few others but i don't have pictures with them yet. had a nice little chat with blake last night about everything and luckily we see eye to eye. timing and this career is a real big bitch. hopefully one day i'll be able to be with the one person i really want to be with. but i guess this time can be spent on perfecting my career and taking care of my shit so that when i do get to settle down everything will be laid out for me. make sense? not really? sorry

yeah, thats all. think i'm gonna go see a movie tonight. and i hate money. the end