some russia and stuff. days of the past few

Here’s what I’m gonna do. I’m gonna talk to you about this little cruise we’re on right now…from the show’s point of view. First show was a full cast of 9 (the new girl gets here in a day). Second show of the cruise was done as singer show for one performance and a full cast of 9 for the second performance. Our second show of the cruise was done as a 8 person cast because I was labeled unfit to perform my duties because it was thought I broke my foot. After sitting out the shows and a series of x-rays they have found no break but don’t know why my foot hurts. Our third show was today, and mashawn was quarantined in his room for the next four days with some kind of virus so about an hour before the show we had to reblock the whole thing. That’s the 3rd reblock we’ve had to do this cruise and all right before the curtain comes up. I’m over it, but I finally got to do some sweet sweet fouettes center stage by myself. Haha. Gross.

But today and tonight was spent in St. Petersburg. We went to the church of spilt blood and the black market during the day. After the show we all went up to the sports deck (the top deck of the ship) and watched stacy sing in a band while the crew had a party. How rockstar is that…a party on top of a ship in the middle of st. Petersburg. It was so real world. It was fun. Then we got ready and went back to Metro club. The upstairs was closed, the floor with the male dancers so we all hung out in the hip hop/pop room. It was fun. We took some absinth shots (they set it on fire 3 times and you inhale each fumes, then you drink the shot and they put the glass upside down on a straw and you inhale the fumes again. It messes you up. I felt nothing. I’m a tank apparently. But it was fun. We just danced all night. My two dutch boyfriends Ricardo(pinnacle grill) and Mikael(housekeeper) were fun as well and we danced all night. I told them I don’t appreciate it when they talk in dutch around me because I can’t understand it. They then punched me and said to learn dutch. Great story eh. Thrilling. I’m bored. Anways, I’m gonna sleep for a long long time. Love you



August 6, 2007,

Ok, so I’m gonna tag team this entry and cover another day, today. We slept in, ate, went to the gym and then surprised Natalie with a dinner in the pinnacle for her birthday. It was another great meal full of wonderful things. Then we came back to our rooms, decorated the new girls room(her name is andrea) with all kinds of streamers ballons trash tampons a rock a diet coke can and pictures of Disney princesses. She’s gonna love us. She gets here in the morning and thus begins our 3rd changover of the contract. We spent the next 8 days rehearsing her into the shows. Annoyed I will be but at least hopefully we’ll have a full cast. Mashawn is still in confinement for something he doesn’t have anymore. He had the 24 hour flu he thinks but now he’s ok. Um, other than that things are you. Our lead singer is in a funk cause he hasn’t been to the gym and he’s being unnecessarily rude towards people so I’m givin him some distance till he comes out of it or goes to the gym, whichever comes first. What set me off was when I put a pic of a naked guy on the new girls door and covered his penis with a balloon and he got mad at me, scolded me like a 4 year old and told me to take it down because we didn’t know her. KEEP IN MIND THERE WAS A TAMPOON WITH RED MARKER ON IT ALREADY TAPED TO THE DOOR (a bloody tampon if you will). Cause THAT’S OK. Ew, I was irritated and clearly still am. It was stuff like that all night. He was a real downer at natalies birthday dinner. But I’m not here to vent so I will stop. I’m sure he’ll come out of it, just hope its before all the rehearsals begin in the morning. The end. Again.


August 7, 2007

Screw it I’m gonna triple team this entry. Andrea got here today, seems a little negative and is not like our cast at all but she’ll be ok. She just learned 5 shows in 12 days and flew halfway around the world to get here so I can’t fully blame her. She is however a smoker a drinker and rumor has it was a hussy on her last contract. Whatevs, I’m not judging. She looks like linsday lohans mom.

Also matt auditioned for Stiletto yesterday and he said it went really well. I got to talk to him for a little today and I’m calling him later. Makes me happy. In a perfect world we could do a ship together, travel the world and get paid. But whatever, I’m just happy he had a good audition.

Lesson of the day: this is like our 3rd changover (that means 8 hours a day of rehearsals. Gross) and that means that I have to smile for 8 hours. This is gonna be tough. Really there is no lesson. I’m sorry I labeled it a lesson. God, I’m a failure