june 17

Honningsvag, Norway.

So listen, we’re at the top of Norway. The northernmost part of Norway. And that’s like right by the north pole. I’m talking like a swim away. Trolls and elves and moose. That’s right. Its cold.

Well, today started off rather ho-hum. We had a tech of showgirl…pointless. Janelle flipped a bitch are got psycho crazy getting mad that she was the only one excited to do showgirl. I stood there and listened and then I couldn’t take it any more so I flipped on the bitch in 2 seconds with 1 sentence. Something along the lines of...”I don’t appreciate you grouping me in with everybody else cause I fuckin almost lost my job over this stupid ass show so you better believe I’m excited to put it up.” She went crying off the stage yelling “why don’t you guys just do it without me, DO IT WITHOUT ME!!!!” people tried to calm her down but then she just screamed NO and hit the wall. She’s f-ing crazy y’all. I tried to tell you. Anyways, she apologized to me later. The end.

Me stacy and scott walked around for a few hours today. We took pictures with a fisherman statue, walked to a hotel, climbed a small cliff to a lighthouse, and then came back. We took a 30 minute break, got jenn and went back out. We went to an ice bar. THE WHOLE THING WAS MADE OF ICE. The walls, the stools, the bar. They had an igloo, some sleds, an ice tv, ice booths. It was freakin cool. We took so many pictures. We even had a photo shoot. Dolce & Gabbana does igloo is what we called it. Haha. We had to put on these giant red parkas just to go inside. I’ve never had that much fun in below freezing air. It was just the four of us. I freakin love stacy lynn zappia. We trade music, talk about life, and have our special spots on the back of deck three looking out into the ocean. This girl is really special, super positive, and just a little “spicy” as the Indonesians call her. I’m so thankful I have her in my life. She’s prolly one of the few people I’ll keep in touch with. She’s such a positive influence in my life. Anyways, I digress. This ice bar was freakin sweet. It’s the northernmost ice bar in the world.

Um yeah, also today, kim, one of the dancers, she gave me this book comma “The Purpose Driven Life.” It uses God’s teachings to inspire and help you lead a better life. She told me to read chapter 20 about mending relationships. It made me realize what I do wrong in arguments and showed how I should just be nice. Nothing is accomplished by being sarcastic and cutting. She was like this chapter reminded me of you and I want you to read it. I don’t normally get into stuff like that but I kept reading and reading. This past week has been really amazing on a personal level and I need to appreciate that instead of acting crazy and taking life so seriously. Guess I just need to chill.

If that doesn’t make sense then I’m sorry but maybe it will make sense to some.