side note

so i'm just gonna get this off my chest. in order to visit certain countries by water you have to have seamans book. we ordered ours in march and they usually take a few weeks to get back to us. well guess what, we still don't have ours. normally the only port we need our books for is st. petersburg. we already accepted the fact that we won't get to see russia, although we're still not happy. well today we just found out that NOW we need our seamans books for GERMANY, ESTONIA, and the kicker...THE NETHERLANDS. that means no rotterdam or amsterdam. that also means we're gonna be on the ship for over a month. I"M SO PISSED. somebody dropped the ball back at holland america and now we're paying for it again. first our costumes, then our black bags, then all the packages that haven't made it to us and now our seamans books. i'm over it. i've just learned to be upset and that way when more things happen it doesn't get worse, i just get complacent? is that the word? i don't know, i'm just kinda numb to it all. whatever.

also, i'm kinda tired of gay guys. i was reading an article today and this guy was saying he cant imagine a first date that doesn't end in sex. i'm sorry, but that is trash. and here on the ship its gross too. one of the cast members who claims to be superior to us all was openly talking shit on this crew member who works in the day care because he thinks that someone in day care has no life ambition and thus is not intellectual. so what happens last night...they hook-up. that is just gross and so hypocritical. i'm so irritated.

i think i'm about to start my cycle. ha